HOW DOES IT FEEL

     

     It's been a long day. I go to bed early and relax as I watch TV. The phone rings and I know it's him. All day we've been texting and teasing each other with the sexual things we'll do. All flirtatious and fun. I know this call means he's not coming over tonight. I settle in bed for a stimulating conversation.

     He asks what I have on tonight. I tell him black lace thongs and one of his shirts. I hear him catch his breath because this is his favorite. I pout as I let him know I miss him and I'm disappointed that he's not in bed beside me. He apologizes and promises to make it up to me. Smiling, I accept his apology.

     We continue our flirting. And things are heating up. Then he asks "How does it feel?" A bit confused I have to reply "Baby, how does what feel?" He laughs a little and says "How does it feel to have my dick in your ass? Describe it to me."

     I'm a bit shocked by his request. description isn't my forte and sexual descriptions are so very far from my comfort zone. So I say "It feels good." I know it's lame, but I hope he's satisfied with my answer. I'm wrong. I can hear him laughing when he tells me " Now c'mon sweetie, that's just weak. Describe to me how it feels. Don't be embarrassed."

     Shaking my head I can't believe he wants me to do this, but I do it anyway. Damn whoever said that face your fear shit. "Hmmmm.... how does it feel? I'm excited and scared. I can only anticipate what's about to happen when you turn me over and massage my ass. Then ever so slowly you pour the warmed oil over me. Gently opening my cheeks and letting a little of the oil drizzle down my crack.Shivers run down my spine when you tease my butt hole. Your tender play gets me wet. the gentle playfulness of your fingers is replaced with the hardness of your dick. Fear mounts as you slide between my ass cheeks, I want to pull away, but I don't. I won't. When you put the head close to my hole I tense up. In my mind I'm telling my body to relax. Then I feel a little of your head go in and it feels like I'm being split just a little, but even with the pain I crave more. Oh my, when you push more of your thickness in I feel like I'm being shattered into a million shards. I swear I see flashes of colored light. I grit my teeth and dare to ask for more. You stop for a moment, but I push back so you are completely sheathed in me. The pain is bearable and it feels so good. When you're deep in me you remain still. In this moment I get use to your thickness and the pressure. I realize how much I want you. Slowly I squeeze you and ask you to move a little. It hurts, but it feels so damn good at the same time. You hear a moan escape from me and that's when you lay your chest on my back as you hold me down. Whispering in my ear "do you want more?" I can hardly speak and in a raspy voice I say yes. Then you start thrusting and my ass feels as if it's on fire. I beg you not to stop. Your thrusts come faster. I can  hear your balls slapping against my ass. I'm crying for more. Your grunts and groans drive me crazy as you go deeper and deeper. Then I feel your liquid sweetness fill me. My most exquisite pain is relieved by your soothing balm. Panting we lie on our sides still coupled until you slide out of me. That's how it feels."

     The other end of the phone is quiet. I'm thinking I've lost him. Then I hear him say in a husky voice "Come open the door. NOW!" Smiling, I think... never underestimate the power of the spoken word.